Every week when I go to class I see the award stickers on the front of my book. They used to make me smile – sparkling proudly, showing my achievements – now they just show how far I am from the weight I had worked so hard to get to, a constant reminder of how I am playing ’catch up’ and how I have failed myself.
It has gotten to the point where I have written off the rest of this year and have the mindset of ‘I’ll start again in January’. A run of weeks with biggish gains and being not on plan have made me give up and lose focus. My back is aching again and my clothes are getting snug.
Time to nip this in the bud... I’m gonna take charge of my weight loss again.
I have had a long hard think and I have made the decision to OFFICIALLY wipe the slate clean and start my slimming world journey again. I am in a different place mentally than I was when I started and have new goals and milestones. I know counting from zero really doesn’t change much but I think it may help put me in the right headspace to start thinking positively and get back on the wagon again.
Thursday will be my 1st weigh in, where I’ll get my new starting weight. I am going to read through all my books again and find the passion I had when I first started.
Heres to (re)starting Slimming World!
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