Ok – so I went to weigh in last night and was told I couldn’t start again on the machine as I am halfway through a 12 week countdown. I personally think it’s a little unfair that I seem to be being penalised for buying the countdown – if I paid weekly it wouldn’t be an issue! ANYWAY – I asked my leader if I could have a new book so I can FEEL like I am starting again, a new book with no stickers on it shouting “failure” at me. she gave me one and I asked the lovely ladies at the scales not to tell me what I have gained but to fill it in my new book as if I am starting again. Which they did. J
I know I put weight on but I honestly don’t know how much – and I am not going to check. My old book has been thrown away and I have my new start weight. Thankfully (if I CAN be thankful that I put weight on) my new starting weight is sitting exactly on YUCK st 0lb – so at least working out my 7lb, 1st, 1.5 etc will be easy!!
This week shall mainly be about writing my food down and forward planning – all meals have been planned for the week and I am feeling positive. It is our 1stanniversary on Sunday and I have booked me and hubby into an Indian for an meal to celebrate but I have looked at the menu and picked out some tomato based dishes and plain rice. I am not going to deny myself what I want but I am also not going to sabotage myself either. Wooooo – I think I have found my focus!!!
So, heres to day 1!
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